Self Hypnotise ;

met up wit audrey and ying2 for job interview today ! (: and can you imagine tht we spent the whole 45mins looking for tht company !? !? we keep U-turning ok ! LOL !!
reached around 12plus and thanks sylvia for guiding us ! :D
took bus 175 to orchard. and we kept tempting ying2 to shop wit us. hahaha. but in the end she left at 2plus while me and aud went to have our lunch at subway ! :D
& the two of us stayed there for damn long ok ! :B talking abt our past. HAHAHAH !

cont'd wit our shopping & we got stuck at a shop for more than one hr ! :B lol ! we almost tried all the dresses there :x :x left the shop at six plus and cont'd to shop for our heels. but in the end we trained to bishan for sth. hm at 9plus ! :D

I'M SUPER HAPPY PLUS TIRED PLUS ANGRY NOWZ ! ):
my phone suckzzzzzz ! ))))))): i hope i can change a pink phone asap ! orelse i gna live wit my spare phone. which looks so kuku bird ! :O

JIAYOUS FOR THOSE WHO'RE TAKING O CHINESE TMRWWW ! :D :D :D

我想要学会自我催眠痛觉会少一些

i wanted to knw. is tis the way you want us to be ? cant we be as close as last time anymore ? do we rlly have to be like tis ? forget it. rlly. i'm sorry tht my presence in your life makes it sucks alot.

The Best You Nvr Had .

i guess i'm in a holiday mood alrdy ? lol ! had been trying so hard to concentrate on studying my sci today ! :B perhaps my heart had alrdy flew away for holidays ? :x lol !

going out wit audrey and ying2 tmrw ! :)

used to it :) used to everything !

Deaden .

HAPPY THREE YEARS W YOU LEE RU TING !! ♥
had a fun day wit you ! (: super happy tht we can go out tgth after so long lahs ! :D & we took picts again ! :D finally our folder is being update ? haha. and dont say sorry, bcos i want you to be happy ! :) iloveyou ! ♥






& HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA ! ♥♥♥

cute hors ? :D :D :D please say yes, bcos jc gna deny ! :B he kept on criticise on tis cake caaaaaaaaaan !? :B SI FATTY ! but idc, i still tink my papa looks cute here ! :))))

met up wit rt to vivo today ! :D lunched and shopped around vivo while waiting for jc. nearly froze inside daiso you mei you ! LOLLLLLL !
camwhored at toilet & met up wit jc (: shopped around till five plus & left for jurong point to collect things ! :D
& i decorated dad's birthday cake ! :))))))))))) it's my first time decorating cake on my own. lol ! hands were shaking non stop and i made a big hole at the side of the cake ! :'( i sucks big time at art :O

trained hm & meet up wit family ! :D

但明天是自己的开始懂了 快乐是选择

Worthless ;

out wit shuhui, hz, aud, lcb, jc & nick today ! :) WE GIRLS REACHED FIRST OK ! :B shldnt guys be the one waiting for us !? ._. lunched at taka. left and meet up wit ying2 and gladys ! :D went to haunt for jobs after tht. but in the end we only filled up one interview form & went shopping for our prom ! LOL !! cant resist the temptation of shopping ! :B :B
trained to jurong point and then to bugis.
& MY LEG IS SUPER PAIN NOWZZZZZZZZZ ! :O

going out wit rt tmrw for our anni ! ♥
one hr plus to our third year anni & 老爸's birthday ! ♥♥

idw to knw. dont wish to knw. dw to hear. dont wish to hear. dw to face. dont wish to face. just like tis, and it's enough. the wound is big, i wonder how long will i be ok. how long will i be able to smile at our past, smile when i hear your name and nortt dropping a single tear when i miss you and our past. HOW LONG !? i want to be strong in front of you, in front of everyone. BUT IT'S SO HARD ! IT'S HARD ! VERY HARD ! 我很糟糕,对吧? :( self deceiving is what i've been doing everyday. i wanted to tell you i'm ok, i'm fine even if i'm w/o you. BUT IT ACHES SO MUCH. HO CAI XUAN YOU'RE BEING FORSAKEN !

Tell Me Why .

OMGZZZZZZ !! POA's OVER !! which means i forever wont see tht kuku subject anymore ! ^^ woohoo !!
& JOSEPH NG IS SERIOUSLY A FAT JINX ! :B bcos i kept on getting the same ans as him ! & it's in the same kind of phrasing. same kind of sequence somemore ! AND THEN ! ALWAYS WRONG THE SAME QUES ! :B :B LOLLLLLLLLL !! laugh like mad outside sch today.
{telepathy (?) hahahaha.}

after paper went out wit pamela & hz today to orchard ! :) shopped around while waiting for lcb, jc, nick, audrey & partner's arrival ! :D then to city hall & shopped.
lcb, pamela, hz & nick left earlier while the rest of us went esplanade & chat ! :D :D haha. stayed there for super long can ! :B lol ! hm at 7plus ! (:

going out tmrwwwww ! :)))))))

just hang the phone wit lcb just now ! was talking abt out archives and it was damn fun-neh caaaaaaan !! :D :D cant stop laughing :x

i want you to be happy .

About There ...

NO REGRETS ! (:
CAIXUAN'S TOP PRIORITY FOR THE TIME BEING = STUDY STUDY STUDYYYY ! B-D

FOUR PAPERS DWN ! :D

following week = STRESS WEEK ! :O

i just found out tht i've one more mistake for my maths paper one ! ))))):

me & lcb use the same way of doing, laugh like crazy in the phone ! LOL !! {yknw iknw}

maths paper2 was alright todaaaaay ! :D

ANIWAYS CHEERUP STELLA ! :D :D :D BU YAO SAD LE KAY ! (: maybe your other ques all correct leh ? things are hard to say rite ? & you still have paper one to pull you up ! :D cheerupcheerup ! :)

PARTNER'S GOING HONGKONG TMRW MORNING !

i bet she's gna miss me like hell :x hahaha.

BON VOYAGE ! ♥♥♥ dont miss your cute partner too much ok ! :D haha. and you shld knw what to do ahhhh. dont empty handed come bac horzzzz ! :B DONT YOU DARE TO COME BAC IF YOU NVR BUY ANYTHING ! :B hahahahah ! kidding ! ^^ missyoupartner♥ enjoy yourself there ! :)

我会不说不想说怕说了也没有用

as long as YOU're happy w it, it's ok ! :) but still i must say, i rlly dont feel like losing YOU as a friend. i knw you wont be able to see tis, nvm it's nortt impt aniways :)

Let It Fall .

I AM SERIOUSLY CRAZY

i wanted to ask my mum to go dwnstair buy ice cream, in the end i ask her go study ! -.-
i told kim tht i have no SAP maths assessment, in fact i have it in my shelf ! -.-
i forgot whr i place my calculator after doing ONE maths ques ONLY. and i went crying for it. IN THE END IT'S JUST BESIDE ME ! -.-

RLLY IS -.- -.- -.- -.-

OH YA ! JOSEPH NG IS RLLY A CB & JINX OKKKKK !
we always get the same ans tgth & happily thot tht we're correct. IN THE END LEH !?
WE WRONG TGTH ! _l_ yes happy for nth ! -.-
tis shows tht we rlly cant get the same ans tgth you mei you ! LOLLLLLL !!